Sunday, February 19, 2012 | By: Reenie

The more you know the less you feel, some pray for and others steal; blessings are not just for the ones who kneel... luckily*

There is a life growing inside of me... it's been about twenty-ish weeks that I've known- and yet each time I think of it, I'm amazed all over again.

It's been a few weeks that I have started to feel that life move, kick and probably do something much more drastic (like may be ballet or somersault? It feels like it sometimes, to be honest). These days I put my hand on my tummy each time I feel it move- I think I feel little 'heels' pushing against me, but I can't be sure.

This is all so new for me.

... but every now and then- I do tell myself that this little nest of mine is going to have a new tiny person. And who knows, may be one of these days the thought will cease to seem so unreal and scary too?

*Title Credit: City of Blinding Lights by U2
Friday, February 3, 2012 | By: Reenie

So nobody ever told us, baby, how it was gonna be… so what'll happen to us, baby, guess we'll have to wait and see*

A sunny day today- mercury rising pleasantly and giving us the taste of the last few summer days before winter comes galloping in. I’m at work, my head swimming in words and numbers and ‘Estranged’ (by GNR) in my ears- such an odd song of choice for such a bright day, eh? No reason, just one of those things.

Life has been busy and ‘interesting’- mostly in a good way. There is still some darkness and I’m still in a tunnel- but not without torchlight :); and for now, I am okay with that. There have been some changes too- many twists and turns in uncharted territories, scary sometimes but strangely exciting in others. And while usually I’m not fond of changes much- I figured we live only once after all; and changes probably indicate that I’m ‘living’ it instead of just mindlessly ‘being in a trap called *life*’.

So yea, here I am- living the only life that I’ve got; and the journey is ‘growing on me’… there has been moments I’ve missed you, my friends, and I hope you all have been alive and ‘living’ too. I needed a few hundred days to touch base with myself before I could reach out and know about your days- I hope you can forgive me for that.

… and on my ‘one of the’ last days of summer, I am hoping for some sun your way too.

[Title Credit: Estranged by Guns N’ Roses]
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