Sunday, November 11, 2012 | By: Reenie

... the world forgetting, by the the world forgot...

They say a picture says a thousand words. I do not have a thousand words- so may be I'll just share a picture and let it do the talking?

Yup! Here goes:

This is just to say that my life has not been all that bad actually; I realize the last post was heavy. It was just one of those things. I'm okay, really.

And yes, the 'girl' in me found it absolutely great that I got to use a good part of the $100 gift card that my work gave me buying... wait for it... baby clothes... ta daaaa!!! Lol.

... Yup, yesterday... that's when Crazy took this picture. Shopping makes me happy, can you tell?

Life changes... but I'm not making it up when I say shopping for baby clothes is fun as!

Yes, it is. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise ;).

[Title Credit: Alexander Pope, Eliosa to Abelard- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind].

 

Friday, November 9, 2012 | By: Reenie

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose; I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose...

I don't get to notice much of anything these days, but I do notice some days that there's sunlight till late. True, the significance of this occurring has decreased by a degree since I am home all day everyday lately... but I'd rather have sunlight till late than not anyday anyway :).

It has been lovely and warm and sunny around here lately. What can I say, life has a way of balancing the suns and rains- I have noticed it before too... haven't you?

In other news- some things have changed, some have grown, some have disappeared, some have appeared- the usual, you know?

Highlights? Well, there are a few:

Little Dee is 4-months old now and I now have a little more than 2 months till I go back to work. It's been wonderful to see him grow and I never knew the experience would be so gratifying... on the flip slide, it is also back-breaking hard work- but other than the occasional feeling of 'under appreciation' (I know, that part is quite a dealbreaker as I have realized not so long ago), I have been managing well- both physically and mentally.


Little Dee, October 2012.
 Emotionally, it has not been very smooth sailing. In fact, I have been a little sad and lonely. I have reached out, sought help... but well, these things don't always work out... and like some other times in my life in the past, I have noticed that this is simply is easier- if I can 'cruise it out' somehow... it makes me kinda lonely, true, but not lonely as to realize that no one I'd like really 'cares'. I have always been self-sufficient, it's just a matter of time till I get used to it; I know this for a fact. I've done it before after all :).

This, actually, is all.

What can I say- given that the days of my life are alarmingly similar lately punctuated only by differences in what we had for dinner and what I wore- I can say I did say quite a lot; don't you think?

[Title Credit: The Stars- Your Ex-Lover is Dead]



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